bleh

[purapea]

I'm back from that mini holiday with the rents, and its only proved to me just how out of place I feel whenever I go online anymore. Its like I'm an outsider now, looking in on groups I used to be part of or watching old friends leaving for newer ones. I guess I didn't realize how much it was actually hurting me that it took four days of not speaking or seeing anyone to notice.

I just feel that don't fit in anywhere anymore.

ignore me, its probably just a PHASE or something 8|a BLEH. BUT YEAH. Holiday was okay! We went to the beach and I flew a kite and pretended to be an otter for two hours by smashing shells on stones. Hell yes. Other than that we didn't really do much. I started a new game on leafgreen (charmander starter named Axel) but I only got to viridian forest before my battery died 8( I was hunting pikachu too 8(

On a slightly lighter note, I made dinner for my parents tonight since my mom needed a break. I made sushi at my fathers request as well as ginger chicken udon and chicken yakitori. It was really tasty and my mom was all OMG I AM SO PROUD THAT YOU CAN COOK AND NOW I KNOW YOU WONT STARVE. It made me laugh.

The cherry blossom in the garden is just starting to bloom too.. but I'm going to miss it by days I think. It usually blooms around my birthday week which is next week, and I'll be at uni for that. 8(

ALSO: I've had this weird thing for a few days now. Its like a sore throat, except theres no pain. Its just swollen - to the point that it feels like its closing up - and its really hard to breathe. I don't have a fever, a headache or any other ailments, just a swollen throat. Halp? D:

Comments

[evershadowangel.livejournal.com]

*hughughughug*

Ahm, ever made sushi with honey? It´s delicious!

Swollen Throat could be an inflamation of your...two thingies that are in there...I can´t remember how they are called in english >___<

Doctor ---> GO!

[purapea.livejournal.com]

:O nooo. I only made vegetarian california rolls, tuna sashimi and salmon rolls! I'd be interested in learning how to make it with honey though :O

Tonsils? Hummm, it might be that :O I've never had any problem with my tonsils before though.

I'll go when I get back to uni since I only have 3 days left 8( I don't want to spend them in a doctors office or a hospital. ew.

[meevees.livejournal.com]

*loves*

I have to say, your presence in my f-list was greatly missed for the few days that you were gone. ♥♥♥

:[ I hope you feel better soon~

[purapea.livejournal.com]

Ditto, bb, ditto ♥♥♥

I don't actually feel sick its just hard to breathe and annoying to swallow 8( thanks though <3

[hammster.livejournal.com]

I WANT TO PRETEND TO BE AN OTTER

[ormery.livejournal.com]

I AM AN OTTER

[otilu.livejournal.com]

WE SHALL FORM OUR OWN INTERNET SECT. COME INTO MY ARMS. B|

[otilu.livejournal.com]

Don't have time to find another place to post this (yay 15 minutes for 100yen B|) so I was glancing at that Axel 'OSHI' icon I made that you have, and I realised that his hair looks like it's running away from his face. I knew it was bugging me for a reason.

[purapea.livejournal.com]

OKAY *SNUGGLES UP TO ;A;*

[vindicatum.livejournal.com]

*LOVES FOREVER AND EVER*

[ormery.livejournal.com]

.. hahahahaha