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nnrh.
Wow. No updates from me in two weeks. Thats unlike me. :/
So lately I've just felt like.. nothing matters anymore? I don't know, I just... I just don't care about anything. I feel like I'm sort of just floating about, with nothing to say or do. Just fading into darkness.lolnobodymuch Its really bizarre, but I'm sure it'll pass eventually. I think I've been stuck in this flat for too long. I'm going out later, to my friends birthday party. They have Singstar as well as some other awesome things planned, so it'll be good for me I think.
My plans for summer have to go on hold again. I was depending on Waitrose - the place where I used to work - to give me a job over Christmas. They initially said yes, but emailed me a few days ago to tell me that because of the new store opening in town they had to rethink their hours and they dont need me at all. So I am jobless over Christmas, which means no money for summer, which in turn means no Otakon. I am still looking for a job, I'm going to try at Game and stuff, but nrrrh. Its just so saddening that my summer plans are going down the toilet again. I'm going to need twice as much as I would've needed last year because of the shit economy. nnnnrrh. This keeps turning into a pipe dream that is never going to happen. I'm still going to try for it though.
Other than that, I had a blood test last thursday and have yet to get the results. I'm not worried, and I'm kind of hoping that there is something wrong with me. At least then they can put me on meds for it.
Right enough of my gloom. Whats up with my flist? c:
So lately I've just felt like.. nothing matters anymore? I don't know, I just... I just don't care about anything. I feel like I'm sort of just floating about, with nothing to say or do. Just fading into darkness.
My plans for summer have to go on hold again. I was depending on Waitrose - the place where I used to work - to give me a job over Christmas. They initially said yes, but emailed me a few days ago to tell me that because of the new store opening in town they had to rethink their hours and they dont need me at all. So I am jobless over Christmas, which means no money for summer, which in turn means no Otakon. I am still looking for a job, I'm going to try at Game and stuff, but nrrrh. Its just so saddening that my summer plans are going down the toilet again. I'm going to need twice as much as I would've needed last year because of the shit economy. nnnnrrh. This keeps turning into a pipe dream that is never going to happen. I'm still going to try for it though.
Other than that, I had a blood test last thursday and have yet to get the results. I'm not worried, and I'm kind of hoping that there is something wrong with me. At least then they can put me on meds for it.
Right enough of my gloom. Whats up with my flist? c: