purapea: (up; carl; disgruntled; no)
Man, I love my 2D animation teacher, but he doesn't half like to work us to the bone. I'm figuring that he's thinking 'it's for their own good because third year is going to slaughter them' but cutting a deadline by three weeks is not nice. And it's not fair either since, you know. We have a fuckton of work to do, and 3D and stop-motion don't have much at all and they still have till after Christmas to hand everything in. RRRFHHN.

On top of that, the deadline coincides with ANOTHER project, which we were originally doing in groups, till one of the group decided to do things on her own. Which is fair, but now me and [livejournal.com profile] silverbrumby123 are actually fucked because there is no way we can do two full colour with sound, 1-2 minute animations in a week and a half. Though, I always say this and I always somehow do it. I'll just become a sparkly vampire and not sleep. Needless to say, I'll probably be scarce till after the projects are done. @_@

It's just frustrating because this is all going on when I'm sick, so I've not been motivated to work because I can't get out of bed. The nurses have no idea what's wrong with me, so I'm having blood tests in a couple of weeks to see if they can work it out, but it's nothing too major. It's the same thing I was dealing with last year around this time, (that no matter how much sleep I get I'm constantly tired thing) but it was connected to depression last time, and I know I'm not depressed. Hell, if it wasn't for all stress with the animation stuff, I'd be hecka happy. Not to say that I'm not, just the stress sometimes gets to you. So it's not depression. It might be anemia or a thyroid problem or something connected to PCOS, but we honestly wont know till I get bloods done. YAY. Blood tests are my favorite thing ever. Can you hear my sarcasm.

Other than those stuff, I've actually.. got practically all my Christmas shopping done. Which is insane since I usually leave it till the last minute. BUT THIS YEAR I'VE LIKE, ALREADY WRAPPED EVERYTHING. I'm sort of surprised at myself. Now if only I could get myself to be like that about work. Derp.

Anyways, enough ranting, here, have Tommy and Billy as Pokemon:



Yup.

nnrh.

Nov. 26th, 2008 01:27 pm
purapea: ([ misc ] uruno - i have no life)
Wow. No updates from me in two weeks. Thats unlike me. :/

So lately I've just felt like.. nothing matters anymore? I don't know, I just... I just don't care about anything. I feel like I'm sort of just floating about, with nothing to say or do. Just fading into darkness. lolnobodymuch Its really bizarre, but I'm sure it'll pass eventually. I think I've been stuck in this flat for too long. I'm going out later, to my friends birthday party. They have Singstar as well as some other awesome things planned, so it'll be good for me I think.

My plans for summer have to go on hold again. I was depending on Waitrose - the place where I used to work - to give me a job over Christmas. They initially said yes, but emailed me a few days ago to tell me that because of the new store opening in town they had to rethink their hours and they dont need me at all. So I am jobless over Christmas, which means no money for summer, which in turn means no Otakon. I am still looking for a job, I'm going to try at Game and stuff, but nrrrh. Its just so saddening that my summer plans are going down the toilet again. I'm going to need twice as much as I would've needed last year because of the shit economy. nnnnrrh. This keeps turning into a pipe dream that is never going to happen. I'm still going to try for it though.

Other than that, I had a blood test last thursday and have yet to get the results. I'm not worried, and I'm kind of hoping that there is something wrong with me. At least then they can put me on meds for it.

Right enough of my gloom. Whats up with my flist? c:

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